Guilt

My dress has already come in and I refuse to go try it on.  I'm supposed to be eating better and exercising more.  But tonight I ate Chick Fil a (I did add a side salad to it)!  It's like my drug of choice, I swear!  And now I'm feeling guilty.  I mean, it's not like my wedding is in a month, but still its fast approaching!  I need to lose like 10-15 lbs. for real.  I didn't even ride my spinner bike tonight.  I should go to bed now so I can drag myself out of bed at 6 tomorrow to ride my bike before work!  I hope I can get it together soon, I'm afraid I'm not going to get it til it's too late and I look gross in my wedding dress and even more gross on my honeymoon!

Ugh.